Friday, May 6, 2011

"Happy Mother's Day to Me"

Here it is...
Happy Mother's Day!
ARGH!!!!! Ok, I said it. And there is no smiley face thingy to express my emotion here.
I HATE MOTHER'S DAY!
I do. I really honestly do.
Am I horrible or what??
Honestly, I don't care... I still hate it!
For me, Mother's Day is celebrating MY mom...
well, she died over 2 years ago...
what exactly am I to celebrate?! (rhetorical question, don't bother!)
I know, I know... "you have 5 kids... blah, blah, blah..."
I get it, I do... but when you have spent essentially 30 years celebrating your Mom
on Mother's Day
and then she is suddenly gone.................................................
well, Mother's Day just sucks now!
That's it, that's my rant.
I miss my mom... she was one of my best friends.
I loved her. I still love her so much!
She was awesome, she really was, even through all her "MOM?!" moments!
She was the best Mimi my kids will ever have.
I'm sad that my kids miss her.
I'm sad that some of kids have NO memory of her.
I'm sad 2 of my kids have never met her.
I'm just sad.
There I said it!
I miss her, it's not fair... more "blah, blah, blah...."
So now I am a full blown blubbering idiot and I can't find the pic of my mom and I that I wanted to post, so forget it, I just want to be done.
Here is the best pic of her.
And all my babies!Happy Mother's Day!